Welcome Home.

You touch me and I instantly feel sleepy.

in the best way imaginable.

that sleepy, dreamy, warm feeling where your eyes are heavy and part of you really does not want to fall asleep just because of what you might miss.

All the slumber I missed during the week falls over me like a rush of cool water because I know I can close my eyes in your arms.

All the worries, all the stresses, all the chaos of this life dissolves.

It’s like some electrifying shock that radiates from your fingertips and soothes my manic mind.

When you’re gone, I’m lost.

It’s quite pathetic, actually.

I can’t remember what I did before you.

There must have been something in my life that kept me going the way you do but I do not remember what it was.

It must have been good though.

Because now, I’m a spaz when i’m alone.

I don’t even need you physically next to me.

I just like knowing that when I go to sleep at night,

You are safe and dreaming and about fifty yards away.

My only hope in those times is that maybe you’re thinking of me.

If so, I want for nothing.

I have all I will ever need in you, and I hope to be all you will ever need.

All you will ever want.

It’s drizzly nights like this one,

Where the air is still warm and heavy on my eyes,

and the moon is covered by a light layer of clouds,

that I feel so alive.

So in love.

That I want you here with me more than ever to drink in the sweet thickness of this radiant, beautiful life.

And that would not be if it weren’t for you.

All the years I wasted getting here.

I must have been crazy.

Either that, or I’m crazy now.

But you know what, cara mia?

That’s alright by me.