A Beautiful Breakdown

Promises...
"I will never break your heart."
"I promise."
I let you in.
Gave you everything.
Placed my fragile heart in your hands,
And let myself love you,
Which is something I had wanted for a long time.
Now,
I look around me,
And all I want is you back.
For you to come home where you belong.
With me.
We all know how the story ends.
Or rather,
How it should end.
"Happily Ever After"
Yeah right.
I don't want much.
It is easy to make me happy.
All it takes is your arms.
Your smile.
Your touch.
Your eyes.
Only you.
Only you can make this better.
People keep saying,
"Well, he wasn't right for you."
I nod, and agree,
But then, I think,
"What am I saying?
He is PERFECT for me.
He is EVERYTHING I ever wanted. "
And now, you are gone.
And I am left,
Retracing every line,
Going over all of our conversations in my head,
Trying to figure out where we went wrong.
To see the signs.
To find the point where I did something to lose your love.
The only love that I felt safe in.
I love you, damnit.
And i WANT YOU BACK.
Please come back.
I don't know what to do without you.
The simplest way to say it is,
"I miss you"