A Beautiful Breakdown

How did we let this happen?
We let love slip right through our hands.
Your hands.
I'm still holding on.
Holding on to the hope that someday,
You might love me again.
You might let yourself love me again.
I know you do.
I see it in the way you look at me.
In the way your eyes scream out.
I know that you think you don't deserve it.
I know life for you has not been easy.
I know that you don't get the love that you deserve.
No one appreciates you like they should.
And because of this,
You think you are worthless.
BUT YOU'RE NOT.
You CAN be loved.
And you are.
If you would only open your eyes,
You would see that I am right here,
Waiting for you to come back.
To realize.
You have someone who loves you,
More then life itself,
Right here.
I'm right here.
And I would do anything to hold you again.
I want to hold you again.
I miss you.
So much.
Ive never felt this way before.
Never loved someone so much,
It made me cry.
I told myself I could get over you.
But I can't.
It only hurts worse as time goes by.
And seeing you
Makes me feel dizzy.
Like I lost you,
somehow,
I lost everything that meant anything to me
In a matter of ten minutes.
And I want you back.
Please come home.
Just.
Come.
Home.
Signed forever yours,
Ash.