You are like a roller coaster.
Flying high one minute,
And then barreling toward the ground the next.
And it happens so fast.
I don't even know what triggers it.
I wonder if it is my fault.
Or the families.
But I can't think of anyone who doesn't love you.
And maybe I don't show it enough.
I don't know how to I guess.
But I do.
And you make me so scared.
So now I have decided that I need to do something.
I need to make sure that you don't hit the bottom again.
For you, yes,
But for my own sanity, and that of our mother.
You can't do this to everyone again.
You do it to me too,
But I have to be strong. Someone does.
It is a lot to take on, considering your history.
But I am going to try.
I will not let you fall off the radar.
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