A Beautiful Breakdown

Okay, that's it. I swear! WORLD, stop telling me to get over it! I am not going to get over it any time soon. I am not going to forget and move on. I am not going to walk away. I am not going pretend I don't love him anymore. I thought I could. I thought I could set a date, and after that, all would end. I wouldn't miss him any more. Well, crazy thing, I was wrong. I still miss him, I still think about him constantly, I still want him back, and I still love him! It doesn't matter that he broke my heart into a thousand teeny tiny pieces, that he lied to me, that he broke his promises, and that he moved on to some freshmen within two weeks. It doesn't even matter that he doesn't love me anymore! I DO. And until I stop, adding to the problem by asking me when it will happen, and telling me I need to, and constantly mentioning his name WILL NOT HELP! So cut it out. Cuz I'm slow, damnit!