This is not how it is supposed to go.
This was not in the plan.
My plan was always to leave.
To get out of here as soon as I could.
But now,
I don't wanna be anywhere else.
All of a sudden,
It doesn't matter where I am or what I'm doing.
The only thing that matters is who I'm with.
And if its not you, I am not interested.
This is insane.
My priorities have shifted drastically.
Instead of wrtiting novels and playing guitar with my friends on the weekends,
I'm watching masonry competitions.
Driving around downtown.
Replanning my future so that we both fit.
Thinking about things to do that we both might enjoy.
Because I no longer like operating as a single unit.
I have always been pretty independant.
So what I'm wondering is how you did this to me.
It was never my intention to meet someone
Whose going on vacation would make me cry.
It was never my intention
To be this settled and decided this early.
I'm only eighteen.
I have my whole life ahead of me.
But now,
All I see in my future is you.
At least, thats all Im looking forward too.
Am I scared?
You're damn straight.
Am I reconsidering?
Never.
Because suddenly,
Everything I understood makes no sence.
But everything I never understood is perfectly clear.
Love truly is earth shattering.
A hurricane that no one notices.
I tornado that no one sees.
An erruption that no one hears
But the fire of which reshapes the contour of the entire planet.
Nothing is the same as love.
Nothing is as beautiful, as vital, as fresh, as crucial.
And nothing is as innocent.
As pure.
As true.
As moving.
As inspiring.
Nothing makes changes like love.
