A Beautiful Breakdown

I am forcing myself to write about something so I have inspiration. Its always interesting to see where this goes. One can wander down some interesting roads when just randomly putting pen to paper. Lets see, right now I am feeling-lonely, but suprisingly okay with that. I am thinking about-Where the Music Leads You and him, and all the problems that encompas him, and the fact that I shouldn't be thinking about him anymore. That's enough. Im done. For some reason, this blog makes him come to mind. Could it be because every word is about him? Hmmm, I wonder... I am wishing I was-In New Jersey. But then again, New Jersey is different now. Doesn't hold the same charm and wonder that it used to. And now Im depressed. Today, my only regret is that- i wont remember it tomorrow. I have no inspiration because- I am seriosly distracted. I need to focus. I want to write. I am going to go to facebook... wow, this post sucks.